In a strange way it helps that I ask God to take over the load for the night so that I might " see or hear" what he wants me to do. I am not overly religious but I have faith and it makes feel not so alone. He hasn't shown me the way out of this yet, maybe he is just as boggled as I am.

kat


Me-53(and learning!)
S24, S21, D18, D17
Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory