Is this worth saving, or am I only fooling myself?

[Dash]

One month ago today I first had my suspicion of my W's EA.

It was heart wrenching to say the least, but I'm sure I don't have to tell anyone here about how that felt.

If anyone had told me then that I would be feeling better just a month later, I wouldn't have believed it. It a lot of ways, it was the beginning of my wake up call. The beginning of this journey to fix my life and the hope of fixing my marriage.

I'm still at peace at the moment, but after reading Didi's post this morning and almost being able to feel the love she put into it, I have had a change of heart about trying to repair my own marriage and have decided to once again do exactly that. Not try, but do.

I know what I want, it's just a matter of working out how to get it. It's a matter of setting realistic goals for myself and for my marriage.