I am sorry I have not been around much, but never doubt that you are in my thoughts and your prayers. You and the kids are in an unenviable position. I know how hard you warred with the decision you are making and while I would delight in God working a miracle in your H, i also know tha you have to do everything necessary to protct you and your children.
Keep your chin up and stay strong. God is watching over you. When you feel overwhelmed, pray Psalm 91. It has gotten me through many a tough time.
SMW
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Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7