Nothing To Fear!! God is in Control.

[kissak]

Well, me and my H went out on Friday night. We had a nice dinner. He said he was nervous and didnt know why. We didnt really talk about "us" any. It was strange to him. I dont know why. I was comfortable. Anyway, I think he is trying to see if "feelings" are there. I think he is so confused on that fact. He thinks they will happen just like that. Of course, I talked to him some on Saturday. Saw him at tkd and he said his nerves were bothering him. He once again didnt know why.

On Sunday after church he texted me and said he was having a stressfull day and wanted to ask me a question. He wanted to know what I expected from him. I just told him I hadnt said I expected anything from him. LEft it at that. Im so tired of his crisis. He is still so up and down. I did nothing but go to dinner with him and he already is thinking too much about everything. He then said he was sorry and he was just over analizing stuff today.

Ugh! Im so close to being over it that it is getting much easier to just walk away from him and say "thats it!"

He is no where close to even being a little out of this tunnel now than he was a year ago.

But! I have a great weekend other wise. Took my kids to the movies on Saturday and out to eat, then to the park! It was such a nice day.