Got home last night around 9, and was a bit nervous as H was playing video games and didn't seem that happy to see me. Of course keep in mind that I'm assuming things here as I'm a bit paranoid...
I made us some food, and hung out upstairs. He came upstairs too and we hung out and watched part of a movie. I was nervous at first that when he came up he wanted an R talk, but when we started watching the movie, I felt better. We joked around during it a bit, and sat near each other on the couch, but without touching.
Then we went to bed, and he did the thing where he plays with my nose. This was good as it had been awhile since he did that...there was, as usual, no touching in bed and he seems to try to keep a reasonable distance. However, he woke me up during the night and there was ML...This, to me, is a good sign as it's something he had said he didn't want because he didn't feel close to me. Hopefully he's feeling closer now...the only other time this has happened since he said that was in Galway, when he had been drinking a lot. This time he would have no such excuse. Of course I will not raise the topic.
So, now I'm just trying to figure out how many more nights I stay before I go back to my friend's house. I feel like things are going really well, but I want to make sure it stays that way. Tonight H has class and won't be home until 11, so no reason for me to leave tonight. I'm thinking tomorrow, but am hoping for some inspiration. It would be so much easier if he would just tell me how many nights alone he prefers, but I guess in this way it's me showing that I understand without being asked...
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
