Not much news here--going on my concert adventure tomorrow, and I'm SO excited! I discovered that another friend of mine is also going--she and her H are taking her D and D's friend for D's b'day--so I'm driving up with them. I was a little worried aobut the drive, mostly for the going home part, so this eases my mind and frees me to really enjoy myself! And who knows; maybe I'll meet Jason Mraz and we'll fall in love and get married and live happily ever after.
Also, my costume was a great hit. I even brought a piece of cake--get it?? I had a great time and had to sober up for a while before I drove home. I sat around the bonfire with FF's husband and 3 of his friends. FF's H knows a little about our situation and was very brotherly in giving me advice, which mostly consisted of "go out and get some a$$," which made me laugh. It was well-meant. He also told me that they several people who would like to date me. I don't klnow how ture that is, but it's nice to know that someone thinks I'm attractive--a little ego boost. I made it clear that I'm sticking to my plan right now.
H has not been by in two weeks. We've talked a few times at his instigation--once he even called after school started, and I had to call him back on my planning time. I don't know what his deal is. My tarot reader asked if this is the anniversary of him and ow getting together, and I think she might be right. She says that he's still going through the 7 stages of grief over this failed A and that he can't imagine how I can forgive him because he would never forgive me if the situation were reversed. She advises me to stay calm and to keep doing what I'm doing--he IS coming home.
Weird note: she says one of the guys that FF and her H have in mind for me is a soul mate from a former life and that we would really be good together. Hmmm...
