Hey, I totally understand still being shakey at times. I feel exactly the same way. Patience, Faith & Honor. Great motto to live by even if we weren't living the life that we are today. It sounds to me like you have rebuilt a strong foundation to live by.
By the way, he is probably taking a long time in the outhouse because he brought the newspaper in with him.
Peace and Love
Mark
M: 52 W: 45 M: 21 yrs D: 20 S: 17 D: 15 OM Started 02/2008 Bomb: 5/1/2008 W Moved out: 6/10/2008