It is not so bad right now. It is like a wave I suppose, two hours ago I was feeling horrible, now I just feel, ok...
H is out farming today, he ran by at lunchtime to get his chainsaw and see the kids. Asked S6 if he wanted to come out later and get on the tractor. That hurt my feelings a little b/c this morning, H asked me what I had in mind for my day, plans-wise.
I had said, "Hmm....sit on your lap and kiss you? Okay, maybe not, I would like to ride on the combine with you though..."
H replied that he wouldn't be using the combine today. Then he comes home a few hours later and invites S to ride tractor with him... Granted the tractor is smaller than the combine, but still...
I took Nathan out around 3:30, H came out to meet us. He laughed and said, "Do you have perfume on?" I said, "Yes, of course, I was coming to see you!" in a teasing voice. He acted like it was strange for me to be wearing perfume for some reason, I realize I was out on the farm but a girl can wear perfume any time...
So now I am home cleaning and prepping dinner (tuna and noodles) so I can have it in the oven while we go to karate. I am supposed to pick up S at 5:30 at the farm, that gives me time to get him home for a snack before karate at 6:15.
Granted the tractor is smaller than the combine, but still...
