I just want to grab him by the chest and beat on him and say
What the HELL happened? You loved me and I loved you, we built a life together, had children together, and you changed your mind?
And yet at the same time I want to hold him tight and never let him go and tell him we CAN get through this and be close again, I know we can if we try
But I won't do either, I am not 'free' to do either, I think that is what Ali means about not being able to be fully open/honest when you DB....
