Woog, I get you. I miss my friend too. It is weird that my H is still with me, in the same house and sometimes in the same bed, but yet he is so, so far away. How can people who were as close as two people can be wind up so very far apart?
I feel for you today, brother. Can you learn to make banana pancakes yourself? I know it's not the same though....Hugs to you.