That is almost the same way things are for me in my sitch now. Only, I see my W for about 5 minutes on Sunday evenings but the convo is much the same.

I think it is more of the acceptance of the situation more than not caring or not loving her.

You may fall back into anger, depression, etc because of future events, but at that moment you accepted your situation.

Keep up the good work on not smoking around your S. Sorry you are so far apart from him.