No affection in bed last night, though there were a couple of times where his arm was sort of on mine, and he didn't seem to freak out too much. He has still been relatively normalish this morning, meaning acting jokey around me and such, and not acting like I'm a leper. We have a shed in the back where we have an exercise bike and weights. I was just finishing using the bike when he came back to do weights. I immediately said that I was done anyway, and could leave. He said he didn't need the bike so it was OK if I stayed. I guess I am just being ultra-cautious about being around him much, and I think this will continue until and unless he says something that makes me feel otherwise.
I am meeting a friend in town this afternoon, so will be gone for about 6 hours. In any case this gives him some space if he needs it, and if he doesn't want it, then it will allow him to miss me. Oh how I wish I knew if these positive changes were going to last...I'm not quite sure at this point if I should be avoiding him so much thereby adding to the feeling of awkwardness, or if I should try and be around him a bit more. I guess I'll try to let him take the lead on this still.
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
