fb2, pride and fear? Pride not so much. Fear definitely. Can you blame me? I am trying to think I have nothing to fear at the moment. I would be OK either way things went but still it's difficult to feel safe.
He is a completely different person. It's like a mask has lifted. His voice even soudns differently. His eyes look at me with ...love, he looks nothing like theat cold hearted b@sta@rd of last year. I think he had an MLC. I need to first get used to that. I am trying to make the connection in my head "last year=stranger, different person", "now=my dear H" to be able to feel safer around him again. K
