Ohh.. Kalni.. wins on the music to emotion thing. (I am gonna point that out later)
Off we go..
"We went out for lunch, just the four of us, to a very nice restaurant I picked and he was thrilled, he loved the food (I did too)."
He always did trust your judgment. He always knew you had a "Eye" for things. Heck.. I knew that a long time ago.. even if you didn't ask.. you still wanted me to post.
"He did initiate hugs and kisses and wanted a real kiss at a point but I wasnt into it and said I dont want to."
This.. I was afraid of.. I suspected that he would think things were "OK".. just in you making the choice to "come back". This right here scares the he*l out of me. It also points out the fact.. he is still a DAM.. He got a real kiss on the stairs.. but now he is "lacking". My question is.. what was different on the stairs? Maybe if he was standing on some stairs.. things would have been different. <---- Sarcasm!!!
"I was disappointed he got up and left before the kids went to bed."
You wanna bet on whether he felt frustrated or not? A DAM will cut his losses.. when he does not know what to do.
"We were all day with the kids and that is how we were before the bomb. I was surpised he didnt stay, especially since the next time we will meet again will be next weekend..."
People go with what they know.. to a fault. All this stuff going on around you feels similar does it not? What kind of "Drama" will we have next? What can we do to stop the "Drama"?
"I feel more focused and on the right track. Something happened the last few days in my mind, I am on "a mission"..."
Thats some strong words. You know I always get concerned when people make blanket statements. What is your "mission"?
How focused are you.. and are you focused on the right things?
I agree.. you are on the right track.
"Anyway, that's all from me. A good day overall..."
Small steps. Consistently.
Now...
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
