Tonight one of my best friends told me she had seen my H and his ow at the movies a few weeks ago, she said, it had shattered her. She said she understood, how I could not compete, how unfair it was, and how silly it looked for such a young girl (ow) to be with H. She told me H was acting all young and crazy.. as far as I know, H can now be HIMSELF with ow...so how come he's not like that when he's here, cause when he's here he seems to just feel at 'home'. No acting weird, or overly excited, just him, tired, groutchy, dominant, caring, concerned, well, most of the things I still remember from being with him for over 17 years. Now apparently that is not him anymore. My friend said, she just couldn't imagine anything more than the money attracting ow to H. I still think she's young, naive and in love...one day she may wake up.
Oh well, it was hard to hear.
Take care, love xxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
