I love that Bach piece, I had a little listen to the others on itunes and the de falla sounds amazing. If your recital is recorded I would so love to hear you play. We should totally do some recorder/ cello duets, lots of Basso Continuo opportunities but that could be boring for you
You know I had the same thoughts about your situation with regards to B knowing what you want. So far you and B are in the friendship stage, he seems very comfortable with you so maybe I would start building on your friendship. Not thinking of B as your boyfriend, how would you go about developing a friendship? Maybe that may give you a starting point. I think adding a little flirting into emails may be a good start.
Sorry I am not being much help. Others may have more ideas. I can totally understand you not wanting to put yourdelf out there, but sometimes risk pays off and I know that you really want this.
