Just have to add a couple more very small updates. I am wearing one of H's sweaters as it's cold in the house, and he actually said that I looked cute. It has been SOOOO long since he has given me a compliment. Then he said there was a rip in the sweater, and actually came up and touched me until he found it. He's asked me to come down and watch movie trailers with him too.
Believe me I know tomorrow or even tonight he could talk D, but I honestly think, really truly think, that he has warmed to me. He has actually been looking at me when I laugh, acting happy when he sees me laugh, and in general acting like the old H. He has been like this all week, but I didn't expect it to be the same in person. So yes, I am staying here tonight, but will play it by ear in terms of the number of nights I'll stay here before going back to my friend's house, probably no more than 3. I want to leave while things are very positive, but I want to be here enough that things can become more positive. It's finding the fine line...
Hoping that this shift is lasting!
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
