Hi Bill, I dont know if "we crossed posted" or you saw my last post. My axH I think, misses the fact that has lost me. I was reading the interpretation of the title of the last Bond movie :Quantum of Solace. It said it means the apsolute minimum quantity of caring romantically for someone that allows the possibility of bringing back the real emotion again. Somehow, it struck a chord (that's how you say it?). Even if he realises it or not, that's what brought me here now. That's what gave him this chance. The absolute minimum quantity of "love", a weak little spark that could become fire again or may die quietly...
These last few days, and today with him asking a real kiss, I realised that maybe the pace is good for me now too. I couldnt kiss him. We have to take it slow. Slow for him means meeting once week is enough, for me means "build the bridges slowly again" even if we spend 24 a day together. We have to make the two come together soon so we both know towards which direction we are heading and how... K
