Hi friends, Ali I am back... No gift unwrapping or anything even close...
We had a good day today. He came over around 12:30 and left just now, 22:00. We went out for lunch, just the four of us, to a very nice restaurant I picked and he was thrilled, he loved the food (I did too). Then we came home and spent the time with the kids. He did initiate hugs and kisses and wanted a real kiss at a point but I wasnt into it and said I dont want to. So, he backed off but said something silly like "but it's my nameday...". Yeah right!! Anyway, he was nice, and calm and sweet. On his way here I asked him to pick up something for me that I had ordered from a store that costed some money and he said he of course doesnt want the money back, I guess, I got a present...
When we came back home, I was in bed with my D watching a movie and he came and cuddled with me, hugging etc. and I was accepting but not very enthousiastic, it felt strange plus my D was there and didnt want her to get confused. He was trying to touch my arm and leg etc while she was busy watching but he kept it very light. He is following my pace and I am feeling better.
I was disappointed he got up and left before the kids went to bed. It would have been a good time for us to sit together and talk. We were all day with the kids and that is how we were before the bomb. I was surpised he didnt stay, especially since the next time we will meet again will be next weekend...
I feel more focused and on the right track. Something happened the last few days in my mind, I am on "a mission"...
T, I dont know if he would like to do that therapy session. Expecially in English. I have to see where this guy has his practice, is it Colorado?
Anyway, that's all from me. A good day overall... K
