Thanks for the responses everyone. Hope, I'm thinking we will have a new kind of special, one that gets through everything together, no matter what. We take the good with the bad and we start a new relationship. I can honestly say I love him more now than I did when we first got married. He is a very special man.
Sugar, yes...time....he does feel bad for my pain. I feel more bad about what I have done than he feels mad about it. Does that make sense? He has given me the gift of forgiveness and I am having a hard time accepting it. I do and I don't. WE just need time. We're gettin there.
