Yesterday I checked on H myspace and he had this music video of a woman begging a man not leave her for another woman and he had a head line about looking at the video. So after seeing it I texted him "Very intense video..." from there we started this whole convo about the meaning and outcome and our different perspectives of what was going on via text.
The whole convo left me a little emotional as it made me realize how much I missed our intense conversations...this was one of the first chats that we had in forever that wasn't just filler talk but about an actual topic. We just ended the convo when I had to go to work and I told him that he was still welcome to come over later but he never responded to that and he did not pass by.
The one positive thing was my reaction to everything...I used to have the habit of everytime he listened to a song or read a book I would always try to look for a deeper meaning and try to figure out how it related to us and this would always agravate him as he thought some things you could just like with out there being a meaning that had to relate to real life. So I did this yesterday and did not relate any of our talk to our situation and just dissected the video for what it was just a video.
I hope this is a sign of us being able to relate to more things and have more talks and eventually spending time together.
Ok off to work now!!!
Ohhhh P.S. I have 2 job interviews next week....one of which is a 'dream' job!!!!
