Not the easy way out

[Sugar and Spice]

When I say that "it isn't as special" I mean that I've ruined the specialness of it by doing it with someone else.

I struggle with this WDID. And not even the sex.....the "specialness" that was US. I'll never feel the same again. Not that we can't be happy and possibly have a better marriage than we ever had, but it'll never be special like it was.

I understand what you both are saying. WDID, you are doing the best you can and are owning up for what you have done. Its a process and it will take time. You are an amazing woman for standing in the fire and being willing to go through that kind of pain (self realization) to keep your M. I'm sure your H sees this and I know he must ache for you. We hate to see the one we love in pain.

Have a GREAT time today/tonight. The two of you sure deserve it.