Originally Posted By: whatdidido
When I say that "it isn't as special" I mean that I've ruined the specialness of it by doing it with someone else.


I struggle with this WDID. And not even the sex.....the "specialness" that was US. I'll never feel the same again. Not that we can't be happy and possibly have a better marriage than we ever had, but it'll never be special like it was.


Hope4us

Me - 49, W 49
S22 & S18
Dday 9/4/07
W claims NC 4/7/08
8/29/09 - Divorce Busted. Lots to work through, but we're going to make it.