When I say that "it isn't as special" I mean that I've ruined the specialness of it by doing it with someone else.
I struggle with this WDID. And not even the sex.....the "specialness" that was US. I'll never feel the same again. Not that we can't be happy and possibly have a better marriage than we ever had, but it'll never be special like it was.
Hope4us
Me - 49, W 49 S22 & S18 Dday 9/4/07 W claims NC 4/7/08 8/29/09 - Divorce Busted. Lots to work through, but we're going to make it.