True, I'm sorry you are feeling a bit down this weekend. I know you are thinking about the divorce papers, but you know what? They may not come to you for a while. I would try to focus on the day and let tomorrow take care of itself.
Now about your h and his going away....I seriously doubt that he's gone any where at all. The only going away he's done is hide in his apartment because the depression has taken hold of him. Sometimes, they tell us they are doing this or that or going this place or that place and they have gone absolutely no where but the thoughts are in their heads only.
What type of job are you looking for? It sounds like you need to be thinking more outside of the box and look for something totally different from what you are currently looking for.
I do hope the weather will be better for you. We are experiencing a bit of your weather today.
Take care.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
