Hi nlt, Thanks for checking in on me and thining about me.
Unfortunately, I am not doing so well and am pretty low at the moment. I have not received any D papers yet, but I am sure they will arrive in the next few days. The weather was also grey and unfriendly and that did not help either. I am quite depressed and somehow my whole past is appearing in my mind.
I try to keep busy and GAL as much as I can. I also worked in the garden to clear up the leaves etc. I went to a super dance performance with both my sisters and also to an event of a club where I met some people I got to know recently.
I organized to see a GF tonight to go out. I just cannot sit at home too much as everything reminds me of H. I have difficulties with the thought that I will be divorced soon. I need to live again from day to day and not think of the future.
I don't seem to be able to get a job either and received a negative reply to my application. It would help me tremendously to have a part-time job to get my thoughts on another track. I will keep looking for jobs.
The sun came out again and I am going for a walk on the water front. The colours are beautiful at the moment.
H contacted me a few days ago to tell me that I will not be able to contact him for a while as he will be away. He still does not tell anybody where he is.
