Oh Hope, I had an alien sighting too last night. I'm beginning to think our H are on the same frequency. I too was in a good mood, home from work early. He asked why I was home early I told him, asked him what time he got home and boom it was the alien. I got home whenever I got here. I worked until I worked. Well I fell of the DB wagon and told him he could have answered my question since I answered his. Well you ask too many questions. Me-thanks for ruining my good mood. H-You are right I shouldn't have asked why you were home. I don't care what you do anyway and some other crap. I finally told him, I don't care that you asked I care that you reminded me what a piece of crap I am. People don't treat their friends the way you treat me and I'm sick of it. The tears were there but I refused to let him see them. I sat down here and within 5 minutes, it was like it never happened. I am so tired of it somedays. So I understand where you are coming from.
I told you I have been seeing these switches and they are starting to go back and forth very quickly. It sort of scares me. But since you are seeing the same thing, maybe it is more normal for this MLC crap than I thought.
Don't let him get to you. My H once told me I have no life, no friends etc...I know in my heart that isn't true. Yes I'm a homebody, but you know what, I have more friends calling here than he does and I do more things with other people than he does. And you probably do to. It is their projection.
And yes I too said F him last night. Not in those exact words. Mine are on here somewhere but I think it was the A** can go to hell cuz thats where he belongs.
We all love you Hope and I know we will all get through this. Try to have a good day, that's what my plan is and he can wallow if he wants to.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
