Just keep posting, journaling, writing about the feelings, either here or in a notebook. Get the tears out. Write where they are coming from. It's totally okay to feel however you want. It's allowed. It's even healthy and nobody here is even going to get mad at you !!!
HUGS
M 19 years, MC for 8 months, DB'd for 8 months 4 kids; 18, 15, 14, & 10 I was never meant to be a doormat. It took me years of therapy to become assertive enough to stop his abuse.
