Quick update, I went to my lawyers yesterday and signed the MDA so all that is required now is a court date to go before the judge and it will be official.
Carrie still hasn't spoken with Tawny at all. She dropped off Ross last night after her visitation. After she left Tawny came downstairs and asked me if her mom even asked about her when I talked to her. She didn't..... What the hell do you say to your child when their mom is just a worthless excuse for a parent?
Tawny is missing that female in her life. She told me that she misses the old Carrie. That she remembers when she would be upset and her and her mom would go get ice cream and watch movies when she was down. She said she misses that mom and is sad that she will never have that with Carrie again.
I simply told her that I hoped that one day her mom will come to her senses and Tawny will have that again in her life.
I truly believe that every day of no contact causes more and more damage that will have to be overcome at some point. As time goes by it will get harder and harder for Carrie to ever reach her if she does want to.
Everything else is going well, I am at the final stages of my cold. At least I seem to remember nurse Lissie telling me the brown flem was a sign that it is almost over.
Anyway, 15 more days to the big 4-0....blech, I am not handling this one very well. Thank god for Just for Men......
