Hey it happens, It's done and out of the way. Try not to dwell on it. Won't do you any good. It's hard at first, it will get easier. Just remember she is not with it right now.
Whatever you do don't do anything to @$$ bag om. Not even remotely worth it.
She will test you like this, show no anger and act like your as happy as can be.
It drives them even more nuts. When you start to change and not react. They have no justification then to do what they are doing. It forces them to think and they hate doing that. Obviously!
You sound like your doing well with this. Hardest damn thing you'll ever do, but do it for you. You will be a changed man for the better. Everyone that does make it seems to say their R is better than ever.
