n, I do hope that you are feeling okay. It may be the stress of the CMA coming up, the weather and thinking about the holidays, etc. Just take it one day at a time for a bit.
I do have another thought about the MIL calling you. Have you given it any thought that it may not be your MIL calling you? Could it be that your xh is visiting his mother and picking up the phone and calling? I find it very strange that she would call and not leave a message. A lot of us are getting strange calls and I really do think it's the nuts trying to find their connection to us and the only connection is the telephone number. Did you record your voice on the answering machine? He may be calling to just listen and know that you've not changed the number. They really do some stupid things during their journey. The things they do at their ages, just make me shake my head over their stupidity.
N, I'm very pleased to see you've completed your project. I bet it looks great. Now, on to the next one....your eyes are just fine....lots of light to be used on such projects will help.
Take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
