so, axH called me late in the afternoon and asked if we can all go out for lunch tomorrow. I happily agreed and we talked for a while. Among others he asked me if I am flying to NY again because he remembered the airline offers I sent him. I said no and he said next time he is not letting me go alone because he wants to go too and he wants to go with me...
I told him that I sent him the email because this is something we should do sometime in the future (travel like we used to), he filled in my sentence for me with "but... I didnt "get it", did I?" and was laughing... He sounds very relaxed and I now believe he is for a fact DBing me.
I asked him what his plans are for tomorrow night, if he is going out with friends etc, smiling, and he answered something like "no, of course not, if we are not together I will get some sleep".
In the meantime I feel sad and a little bit upset. For no particular reason. Maybe because I am a bit numb and I feel I am loosing my... "shine". I tried to listen to some "happy" songs but I cant relate to happy at the moment. But I am ok. Things seem to get more clear in my head and I know I am doing the right thing.
So, I ll go back to reading Passionate marriage and finish my wine. K
Sometimes time doesnt heal No, not at all It just stands still While we fall... ................ In or out of love...
