Almost a simultaneous be positive post????? is somethoing up??
The weather is getting a little cool up here...I may need a positive tuque (I think that is how you spell a warm winter hat).
Enjoyed some time with D7 last night...she is wonderful....I just got home from the office...D7 was picking up leaves with my mom...she is going to make something for my dad's birthday today!!!
I think I will take her to her favourite shopping center and buy her something nice...whatever she wants...I hate shopping but I will make the effort for her....plus it is a little cool and cloudy out.
Catch up with you guys later and thanks for the encouragement.
J210
PS W called thsi AM. to wish D7 and I a nice day.....she will get D7 tonight and then bring her back tommorow. That will allow me to see the boys later.
I think D7 will go see high school musical 3 with her mom tonight. Funny...... D7 always wants to hang out at home with me and watches most of her movies with her mom. She does enjoy watching saturday night hockey with me though. I think I will surprise her fro her birthday and take her to watch a "live" game. At least she can say the old man took her to her first hockey game.....hockey is really big out here....even with the kids.
Good job venting on K's thread. Do you know you can type all the offensive words you want and they're filtered to show "deleted"... like those automatic beeps, or mysterious dark or out of focus smudges of pictures.
Soo.. once you typed and vented.. how did you feel. What did you do? Did you do anything physical? Did it help? There's a reason why the term 'foot stompin' mad exists.
I have not posted in a few days. Nothing unusual to report. To reply to Gypsy, I have not done anything physical in a while. maybe that is the reason I am having difficulty shaking off the doldrums...or maybe it is because I just like to bask in it. Like some others on these boards, I am feeling the loneliness and I have to admit it I also miss my W. Our brief meetings (D7 dropoffs and phone conversations) seem to bring me back to better times. The fact that she has a new guy friend or screwed around and lied to me in the past year or so do not seem to be enough for me to drop the rope totally. At this point I am not even sure what it is that I am expecting. I am pretty screwed up..if a buddy of mine would tell me this, I would read him the riot act. I purchased D7's birthday gift yesterday....I may have gone a tad overboard....Wii....she has been talking about this since this past summer, I figure she deserves it. I guess we will be playing soem indoor sports soon.
I was dead set against my S6 having any kind of game system. But now that I have experienced the Wii over the weekend, I am tempted...it actually keeps them moving unlike a lot of other game systems. Besides, in the winter, when you are cooped up inside it is nice to have something fun you and D can do together. I saw today in the toys r us ad they sell dual microphones for the Wii. So you and D can duet to all those High School Musical songs.....
Did you ever let her paint your toes?
As far as not letting go entirely, you just read my re-hash over the weekend. After what I've been through with H I still haven't let go....you are right from an outsiders point of view it seems like we are too soft, but who cares? You are human, you have feelings, its okay....
