Another rough day, huh? I'm sorry, hon. Glad you've got family coming to look forward to though! That'll be great for you! Just try to remember when/if the 2x4's are swinging, it's only because they love you and are trying to help. They don't want to see you in this situation any more than you, yourself, want to be.
If this L's a good guy, he'll be up for the challenge! Good luck! And yes, fill up on water today!
(((((((More hugs)))))))
Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward. ~ Joseph Campbell