Doing pretty good. As you can guess I feel pretty good in the fact that I did all I could. Kind of had a weird experience last night. XW stopped by to take care of stuff for S12. We sat for 45 mins to 1 hr talking about the kids, stuff going on in each others lives......that's how we met (minus the stuff about kids). THAT WAS TOO WEIRD/SCARRY.
Stepping in and out of the responsible parent mode, depending on the day of the week, is weird. It's kind of odd having to "plan to be with the kids", after so many years. Also, having to tell kids "talk to you Mom" when they want to come over to my place on off days, is getting kind of old. It feels like I'm coping out, but it's all I can say.
Still can't get my head around being "back on the market". Women start making a move, I start to panic and back pedal. I guess you would say I'm not ready yet. We'll have to get over that.
