Trying2live-Post #4

[Babygirl]

I have been doing 180's also, I forgot to mention I do have one part of my GAL that is a literal GAL, I am taking chemo right now, so some days after it I really cant get out of the house, but I do try. and true it does make H crazy lol!

I had a huge laugh on sunday.......... I will share it with you from my post the other day.


you know when I was talking to smw a bit ago, I told her the story of how god literally stopped me in my tracks sunday morning. lets call the story the beer box and the orange can......

ya'll know I was upset about H being gone all nite, and then rushing straight to the shower the moment he walked in the door. well It infuriated me. how dare him? how was on gonna ride on a harley with a man who had been gone, and probably with her?? as I said on mt's post, I was gonna go in there and rip him about 5 new ones!! on my stomping threw the kitchen on my way to do it, mumbling to god that it was about to get ugly, I accidently kicked the box of beer on the floor, I looked down and what did I see? an orange beer can in the box!! (we drink keystone, and they have been advertising for a while now, find the special orange can, years ago one of the pop companies had done similar and if you found it, you won money) I immediately start screaming and jumping all over!!! H comes running in, wondering WTF had happened, I could just scream, we got the orange can we got the orange can. So we grab up the box, spilling the rest of the cans lol, to see what we won!! omg I had finally won something!!! guess what I won??? the special orange can!!! thats it. no money no prize lol, I was so embarressed. we both started laughing so hard, it is a cool looking can tho, 2 beer cans on it with antelors, fighting like the bucks do! I forgot I was on my way to rip him, finished getting ready, so we could go on the toy run.

After thinking of this, I realized that was gods way of keeping me from ripping him 5 new ones. God knew it was the wrong time and thing for me to do. So he stopped me, literally in my tracks. He also gave me a gift, that orange can is something worth winning and is almost as good as money. Its a symbol. Ironic, that the can has the two cans with antelors butting heads dont you think? THEY are fighting the fight, so I didnt go do it myself. I have a shelf in the living room, above the couch, it has our cowboy hats on it, my little coors light birthday keg H gave me years ago, when things were good I had saved, and a couple other cool beer bottles on it. I am putting that can up there too. and when I look at it, I will remember to let go and let god do the fighting for me.

That my friends, is my sermon of the day, when you get mad and angry and want to do something you know is gonna not have a good outcome, or that God won't approve of stop and pray to god, for your orange beer can. let him do the fighting for you. off my soap box for the day lol!

ohhhh and if you need your own orange can, you can log onto keystone website and they will send you an empty one lol!!!!!