Working on a friendship

[Belle]

Well, the latest is actually kind of interesting....

H went to talk to one of his professors. They reviewed all of his exams and found some errors on them. The professor passed him. So now he only failed one class. And now he can take 3 additional classes that he couldn't before. Which means that instead of having 2 classes with OW, now he has 5.

I do feel happy for him, but at the same time I wish he wasn't with her so much. In my mind I know that if he is going to decide to work on our M, then he will make that decision, whether or not he has more classes with her. But my heart wishes he would be separated from her.

This also means that he is going to be taking 30 credits instead of 22. He had decided to take less so that he has less of a chance of failing. Now he will have less time to think about us and work on us........

I've been praying to God for him to make me a better wife. I've never been the flirty type and I think my H would like that. We've been on a friendly basis for so long, it's hard to get into that mode. Plus the fact that I've never been that way. Trixi, when you said flirt with him, I was like, how do I do that????

I will have to check out that book. (And add it to my stack of other books to read). But whenever I hear about books about men and how they are, I'm always skeptical. Just because my H is so different from any man I've ever met. He likes to talk about emotions and life whereas most men I know like to talk about sports and beer. Maybe it's just the Midwest mentality.

I'm going home for the weekend (We live in IA b/c of my H's schooling) and when I told H, he sounded a little disappointed, maybe it was just my imagination.......