Lanz,

I think it is a human thing....I guess that is why some affairs occur. People want what they can't have.....Then when they get it.......
Not as serous an issue But I have this tendency to really want an abject..( new tool, assessory for my car ect..) And I save up and then when I get the money I think... "I really don't NEED that" and end up not getting it.
Yes you are allot farther down the road than I. But...so far things are looking good for me.
I have always been told that nobody controls our moods / feelings unless we let them. I keep reminding myself this..

Take care buddy

Me


And if I claim to be a wise man, well
It surely means that I don't know