(((T))) Your posts always make me feel so much better and you always give me such encouragement, thank you. You are right; he is not living in reality. I agreed to this house sale back in June and all he can do is keep asking me if I have thought anymore about it. WTF??? If he would actually have a face-to-face conversation then he could just ask me whatever questions he wanted but he is choosing to do it this way.
(((OD))) I felt so frustrated at that email and then it turned to anger. I just feel he is being so cr@p.
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they think getting rid of the physical parts of the old life will remove the emotional parts from themselves, except that we know it really won't.
This really struck a chord with me as I think you are so right. He can wipe me out of our honeymoon pictures, delete me from his life but I don't think he will ever be able to delete me from his heart even if it is just living with the guilt of what he has done. I know that he will never truly be able to reconcile these actions no matter how hard he tries. It goes against everything he believes in.
So, I did something exciting last night. I have started a knitting course with my sister and last night was the first session. I love it, it is so therapeutic. It works like choir and keeps my mind off h stuff. So I am going to carry on practicing and then start on some projects. My friends are all taking the p out of me for being an old granny but they will be so jealous when I am walking around in my cool knits
