When I came back to Australia in April she sent me lots of emails. I sent her one email in response during that 4 weeks and on one day we had a brief SMS exchange. About three weeks after I left she called me.
That was it.
She SMSed me saying she was lost without me and wanted the family all together again. Then when she finally arrived she was the venomous, contemptuous, resentful, monstrous, demon-posessed adulteress from Hell. It was unbelieveable.
It would have been easier to stay dark then but I guess in the time that we have had together she has replenished my Love Bank Account somewhat and created expectations.
I wish it was easy, but it isn't - and I just have to accept that.
Me: 46 W: 46 T: 23 M: 20 DS12 DD11 DS5
W left: 01/28/08 Discovered OM: 02/26/08 W back for 9 days: 04/08 W returned 05/21/08 EA/PA - 01/08-07/09 W's MLC 2008-2014 (realised this much later)
