Hey John. It's way too early for me to say, but, I got a text at midnight last night from my W that she didn't have her keys and was walking to a hotel and would try and get her keys back in the morning and could I take the kids to school. I found myself wanting to go and save the day and protect her and make things all right even as I'm actively working on a new life without her.
So, I don't know. I'm pretty sure I'll stop loving her when they put the wreath upon my door. That song broke my heart when I was 8 and hasn't lost anything over the years.