I think I like the sounds of what is happening here in your sitch KJ. I would venture a guess that subconsciously your H likes the current state of things as you hold fast to our Lord and have Him lead you toward re-unification.
Point to really ponder ...if through your faith your heart & mind is convinced that our Great Lord has indeed saved and preserved your M forever, then it has happened already for you. Stand back and watch it be unfolded by our loving God. His works are surely mighty.
