Woohooo! congrats on driving the big truck! is it a split axle?

toh, your H is making note of these times too. It probably doesn't affect him as much as it does you but don't think he is totally unaffected.

You guys are out there harvesting and making fence, together.
If it is what you want to do then keep doing it, for yourself. NOT for anyone else.

Remember the Garth Brooks song The Dance? "I could have missed the pain but I'd of had to miss the dance." Which way would you prefer?

Keep your chin up and eyes on the horizon.

Live your life while you are still living.
Riding the trail less traveled.