I do know what I have to do.

And I am very, very, very scared. I feel like I would be cutting off a limb (albeit a gangrenous one). My WW also says that us breaking up would be like "losing a part of herself" for her but they're just words.

I think the only things she will possibly be able to understand are hard consequences.


Me: 46
W: 46
T: 23
M: 20
DS12
DD11
DS5

W left: 01/28/08
Discovered OM: 02/26/08
W back for 9 days: 04/08
W returned 05/21/08
EA/PA - 01/08-07/09
W's MLC 2008-2014 (realised this much later)