Finally a new wifey thread

[The Wifey]

Quick journal and then I am going to bug outta' work. I have my support group tonight.

Last night he had been having a couple beers when I got home. I had dinner and had a couple glasses of wine myself. I came over and talked with him after I ate. He was real tired and not really saying much.

I asked if I could give him a back rub. He was surprised but said sure. He laid on the living floor and I gave him a good back rub. With the beer and the rub he kind of fell asleep. Don't think he was tipsy, just happy, and tired from work. Anyhow, I turned off the light and covered him with a comforter and laid down next to him.

After a half hour or so he woke up and headed to bed. At first he assumed I would sleep in the other room. I was a bit hurt and sad at that point, and I did go in the other room for a while. Then I said to him that I was having an awful hard time sleeping. He said to sleep in with him, but just for tonight.

I did and I slept well. Now I go to my support group and I go home and have no expectations of a repeat sleeping arrangement. I prayed prayers of thankfulness all the way to work for what has happened so far and for sleeping in the same bed last night.

So hard not to have expectations right now, but I do have God to turn to. My prayers will carry me closer to him. It is my faith and my friends that have gotten me this far.

((((POET)))) I miss talking to you at night. The last couple nights its been impossible. Tonight I will call on my way home from support group.