Hi Cinders, yes I think this is moving on, at least for today,tomorrow might be a different feeling! I guess you had to bite your tongue a few times at H's arrogance.I am guessing he always had that streak but it got overlooked because he was handsome and charming. The moving on starts a step at a time caused by just such happenings, then we do a few steps back as we see the man we loved peek out the odd time, but those times get fewer and the steps ahead get more frequent.
I think you are on the right path at least. Take care.
