Cinco,

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH on the doctor, BUT....... On the bright side, she did tell you and has a plan. IT might be ok still, because if the lube doesn't work like she wants, then she will have to talk to the doctor, and she also was letting you know when she felt pain, so I do see this as GOOD improvement. Focus on the positive there.
Weeeeeeeeeee you,.... lol ( baby steps )

I agree with Ava fully........ She will either join you, or you will have done all you can.
Like you told me one day, " Hang in there " :P

On another note : Wanted to say that >. Ava, You are a breath of fresh air!