Sorry you had a rough time "cleaning up" today... I had moments like that when I was packing up for the move. I am a "piler"--I pile things up to put away later--letters, pictures, notes from kids' school,etc. I was putting away some cards in my card box under the bed and sat there for almost an hour reading old cards from H that took me back....
I guess I am not that weird for sniffing H's t-shirts this morning before they went in the wash b/c they smell like his cologne...
Just thinking of you...feeling for you
Maybe you should track down that bunny......IMO there are some nice blonde bunnies out there.......