Honestly, the breast-feeding at 2-years-old doesn't make a lot of sense to me. There's no nutrition there for the baby at all. I used to bottle feed him all the time during the first year - when I took care of him during the day. My W doesn't pump at all anymore - hasn't for several months.
...here's something that's confusing me...the distance from my W is making me see things a bit differently with regards to her too...I'm seeing how much of her abusive behavior comes from her pain - and it makes me wonder if she can change that - if she can understand her pain enough to stop repeating the patterns of abusive that she's fallen into...I don't know...I truly hope so. She's not shown any abusive sides towards our baby - but she has become so very much like her father in terms of how she treats me and my S11. Saddens me...since she's a much better person than her father could ever be.
