Hey glam- I would hate to think that my H and I still have another year of living apart...I don't think I can take it.
I am trying to give my H credit but it is soooo frustrating when all of the obstacles that have been keeping us apart seem to be disappearing and there is progress but he still continues to put up more road blocks.
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It didn't take days for your m to get this way, so it won't take days to repair.
That's just it. The M wasn't really the problem and my H even admits that. Sure it wasn't perfect and we (more me) have been working on correcting the problems. My H will even acknowledge the changes in me...but he still won't let himself take down the wall.
My H told me at C the other night that his D asked if just the two of them could take the Christmas trip. He tries to find ways to justify it but he knows...he knows that he lets his D control him and that it was wrong for him to avoid discussing it with me. I am not the only one who needs to change and grow to make our M better.
I'm not giving up but words can not express my frustration. Sometimes I think giving up would be easier although painful. At least then though, you would know you would eventually heal. The way things are now, we cycle where things are good for awhile and then wounds are reopened. Grrr!!!
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Your h could just be around that corner. Hang in there, you do have amazing positives going on!
A while ago someone on the board passed on a bit of wisdom saying "Don't give up 5 minutes before the miracle." This has been a long 5 minutes...and it isn't even over yet.
