I really dont see how a 'party' can affect ones sex drive?
But ...
anyway....
I will stop being a b(tch,
I am here to cheer you up.... see diane and I mean well. I agree do something for you, stop following her around like a little lost Puppy ( eyes rolling .. I did this sh*t too,, it doenst work...)
When you GAL she will either join in or you will be filling yourself up more and getting better and you wont hurt so much.

GAL , Cinco and dont feel guilty about it!
I still think you ahvent forgiven ourself for your past... STOP IT~
Do you owe her the rest of your life being sad and frustrated?
NO~
Get out there and do something fun just for you and not to be "selfish" but to recharge you.
There is a huge difference.

I have been guilty of this and guess what? You wake up oe day and realize life is far too short for all this BS~
take a break from being Super hubby and find you...
All my best,,,
~Ava